why am i always so stupid and rash.
and shittily horrible and mean and unreasonable and irritating.
why must i always say such things;
then regret.
im sorry.
you dont deserve this.
its all my fault.
ive been doing this to you so many times.
im really sorry.
if i could, i would take back my words.
i wish you didnt see it at all.
today went to shinwei's hse with yanti. few funny things happened:
-shinwei dropped e bowl of hot melted white chocolate when taking it out after 'steaming', and some chocolate splashed onto my foot. thenafter, the pot which contained the hot water used for melting the chocolate fell too.
-we didnt noe that cannot put glass into the microwave. thus, we tried melting the choc in a glass bowl in the microwave. after melting, took the bowl out, and after awhile, shinwei touched e bowl and it split into 3 pieces.
-our cake was supposed to be sponge cake, but it ended up looking and tasting like brownie instead. and it looked like it was from a MIX. but no can, we made it from flour and whatever la.
-first, our cake rose, then it sank, then, the middle rose and the sides sank. what kinda cake is dat?
-we smelt a burnt smell and thought the cake was burning, but afterdat realised dat it was actually the chocolate dat was burning, not the cake.
-when i attempted to melt the white chocolate, it ended up looking gross, like vomit or baby food, and when yanti went to stir it, it turned okay. rawks.
-when i put the melted but hardened again chocolate into the microwave to melt it again, a bit of the bowl caught fire, and there was some spark or whatever, and i found it amusing and kept wanting to do it again, but shinwei didnt allow me cos she scared her microwave spoil.
-the STUPID STUPID chocolate pieces for my box kept breaking! and i had to cement it back together again with melted chocolate.
-my marbling was unsuccessful and it ended up looking weird and messy.
-walnuts doesnt taste nice.
-shinwei, yanti and i are all sick of chocolate.
-yanti gave up on making a box cos her pieces always break.
-i succeeded on making my box when i came home, but took about 1 h to do it, and it kept breaking, and after many tries, i finally succeeded. did it until almost cried man, cos kept breaking.
-and we used ALOT of butter in the chocolate la. mygod. really alot. what a sinful dessert.
-we spent about 4hrs making the thingy.
-i grounded the walnuts.
-shinwei was a great help.
-i learnt how to fold the mixture.
-unicurd tofu dessert rawks.
-shinwei make the honey water is nice.
dats about all i guess. giving her tmr. but dunno how to give leh. haii. saddening. okay. gg to slp alr. bye.
i love you
iLOVEu
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