realised i forgot to write about the hierarchy, after reading dhilshad's blog.
3rd august.
we had full strength, cheryl got to report, finally. they announced it.
csm - huiting
asm - gurinderjit
part c staff - rebekah
part b staff - wanxin
part a staff - faizah
shocking. specs then asked us to close our eyes. tears had alr formed. i didn wan to let them flow, cos specs said before, in ncc, we do not cry. thus, i jus lifted my stupid head high n hoped dat in this way, it would not come out. but we had to close our eyes. din wan to close, controlled myself and aft we thanked e specs, ran to the toilet, and realised specs and dhilshad inside, so faster went out. sgt fiona saw. qte alot of people saw actually. couldnt control myself. i felt so so disappointed. two and a half years of hard work. came down to nothing. first period, english. was in the toilet with cheryl and dhilshad for the whole period. people were very nice and comforting. especially pltmates, zhenluan, jiawen, sgt fiona, all. ya. thanks. the day passed in a blur. top period tests, couldnt think properly. would probably fail horribly. parade, had pt, den had 'talking session'. dhilshad cheryl cynthia and me. went to staff. found out quite alot of stuffs. den staff peiying asked me to go look for sgt fiona when thr's time. sgt fiona is really nice.
i really regret spending so much time on nc. all these time, i placed more emphasis on nc, and neglected my studies, and in the end, i dun get anything. thanks man. ugh. i should've joined library or something la.
life is so unfair.
iLOVEu
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